These past few have probably been the hardest weeks of my life...
After two and a half years, it all just came crashin down...unexpectedly.
I told her that its just not working out right now....and as much as I love her, and i still do, we can't be hurting each other anymore. Cuz i don't deserve it. She damn well doesnt either.
I know we young, but it hit me hard. and if we're really meant for each other, then good.
But if we're not, then I can't be thinking about what could've or what should've went right. I just pray that we can still be friends. and work things out.
I've been sick. Physically, mentally and emotionally. But now is the time to focus on myself. and off her. Cuz if i can't do that, then I can't be happy.
As Ne-yo says it, "life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong. Stand up now and I promise not before long You'll be feeling better today". but damn.... life just hit me. Hard.
